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♥ Tuesday, September 23 ♥
well..another one.......all this..i wana put to to real words....but...again..i'll shudup........
Soledad if only you could see the tears in the world you left behind if only you could heal my heart just one more time even when i close my eyes there's an image of your face and once again i come i'll realize you're a loss i can't replace soledad it's a keeping for the lonely since the day that you were gone why did you leave me soledad in my heart you were the only and your memory lives on why did you leave me soledad walking down the streets of nothingville where our love was young and free can't believe just what an empty place it has come to be i would give my life away if it could only be the same cos i can't still the voice inside of me that is calling out your name soledad it's a keeping for the lonely since the day that you were gone why did you leave me soledad in my heart you were the only and your memory lives on why did you leave me soledad time will never change the things you told me after all we're meant to be, love will bring us back to you and me if only you could see soledad it's a keeping for the lonely since the day that you were gone why did you leave me soledad in my heart you were the only and your memory lives on why did you leave me soledad it's a keeping for the lonely since the day that you were gone why did you leave me soledad in my heart you were the only and your memory lives on why did you leave me soledad why did you leave me soledad  left her thoughts ♥ 7:29:00 PM
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i tink this lyrics is nice..so meaninful...wanna say it to sum1..but i guess..i'll juz shdup....*sEaLs mY lIpS*.but..i guess..its of no use..no one wld appreciate it......but..aniwae..i'll still write it out...for the fun of it...
You Make Me Feel i've been trying to reach you cos i got something to say but you're talking about nothing at all and you're slipping away we were crying together it was a long time ago before you walk out the door and leave me this way just here what i say you make me feel you make me real for the rest of my days in so many ways you make me feel i've been trying to leave you why should we go on like this but my heart can't breathe when i hear you say it's better this way you make me feel you make me real for the rest of my days in so many ways you make me feel ten thousand light years away from you keep thinking maybe it's time to let go but by the end of the day i still want to say, do you you make me feel you make me real for the rest of my days in so many ways you make me feel i´ve been trying to feel you 'cause i´ve got something to say for the rest of my days in so many ways you make me feel left her thoughts ♥ 7:28:00 PM
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wad to say?..got nothin lor...same old thing..i'm not gonna say..gonna keep it inside.no one noes..listenin to this song....
Puzzle Of My Heart it's the way she fills my senses it's the perfume that she wears i feel i'm losing my defences to the colour of her hair and every little piece of her is right just thinking about her takes me through the night every time we meet the picture is complete every time we touch the feeling is too much she's all i ever need to fall in love again i knew it from the very start she's the puzzle of my heart it's the way she's always smiling that makes me think she never cries i feel like i'm losing my defences to the colour of her eyes and every little piece of her is right every time we meet the picture is complete every time we touch the feeling is too much she's all i ever need to fall in love again i knew it from the very start she's the puzzle of my heart like a miracle she's meant to be she became the light inside of me and i can feel her like a memory from longago every time we meet the picture is complete every time we touch the feeling is too much every time we meet the picture is complete every time we touch the feeling is too much she's all i ever need to fall in love again i knew it from the very start she's the puzzle of my heart left her thoughts ♥ 7:26:00 PM
♥ Friday, September 19 ♥
hey...here's wad i wanna say....all in the poem.....kal..if ya happen to read this..den..i hope u'll understand.....
The day you said to me, "goodbye i haf to go", was the day i knew... I lost ya foreva.. I've learnt so much. From this broken heart... That you cant force sumone. to love you when he doesnt.. We can't be selfish..nv cld... So this is the time... to let ya go.. Many times,i hear this phrase.. But nv knew... it'll come from me... Now is when..i understand. Wad is love,and how it works.. I know it.from the bottom of my heart.. That my love for u is still strong.. But as long as ur happy.. i"m happy too...=) i nv regret lovin u.. Maybe i guess..u still do... But i'll keep my word.. i'll still love u.. I cant deny wad i feel.. When time and time, I always do... Now is the time... When the love in mi wakes up.. And i fully understand,how it goes.. Now i'm juz some dirt tt u'll flick away... But i wont blame u..like i did... For love is generous..kind and sweet... The hurtful words you said to me.. Will nv stop,my love for u... But i haf to push this feelin aside, to let sumone new,come to my life.. much as i hate ..i haf to do so.. But deep down inside,my love wil still.. Be with you...for as long as i love u.... And i'll always do...... -cHeryL- tts all....i wldnt say more......more words wont make any difference...for those readin this..please dun blame him n question him animore alrite?...its not his fault..its all mine...i was a bitch..n i always will be........(err..maybe not)...but ya..he has enough probs of his own..dun wanna be another problem alrite?...i noe u guys care for mi..but..i guess....things happen for a reason....might be for the better..who noes.....i'll be fine..i haf to cope with it alrite?...i can do it..and i will.......thou its hard..but nothin is impossible........ left her thoughts ♥ 8:03:00 PM
♥ Monday, September 8 ♥
haiZ.........my my......i cant study...so sianz...stay at home the whole day..stuck in my own room...having headache......head pounding like siao...i cant study...at least..when i go sch..come back can study...now,i cant even sit down n study..so sianz sia..i rottin in my own house..my own room,in my own chair..like no one's business...maggots crawlin over my body...ee...aniwae...i like bathe 5 times already.....not countin the nite one...mornin once..went to sch...came home..shower again....2 hours later...showered again...n so on....Whoaaaa....s'pore realli hot..juz as i stepped out of the bathroom..i like perspiring like tt..i can get baked in my own house...wad a killer.....uRGgggg......i'm SOOOOOOOOOOo BORRRRRRRRREEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD...someone HELP ME PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!............*stARES*.................. *(0_o)*
left her thoughts ♥ 9:33:00 PM
♥ Thursday, September 4 ♥
went to clean my room for 2 hours...the pile of rubbish..is like mole hill....eh?..wait..mole hill??...arh..whatever....anyway....the stupid dust n all made my nose ran like 3 km.....so irritatin......was sneezin like some mad women...haiyoz...y muz i be sensitive to dust......crap...but at least...i'm happy with my neat drawers...books kept nicely....blah blah....cool...hopefully i can study.....hahaz......*sMiLeS*
left her thoughts ♥ 6:41:00 PM
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well.I cant sleep...haiz...cried buckets just now...was tinkin of wad i did.....i do hate myself...y did i turn out this way???...i guess its time to change....took out my tongue stud..not puttin it back....nxt..i'm gonna close my top ear holes...i made too many mistakes in the past....gotta stop them..or else it'll be too late...n i hope..i'll be a good girl in the end.... to haikal.....i hope u'll give me another chance the next time.....when i'm not the cheryl now...now i juz wonder...y did i do all those? ...cool isit?.....No???...it only gives ppl bad impression of me...n y did i do it in the first place?.....i dunno..now..i need to study... kal,all the best in ur studies....u may be sick n tired of me..i'll understand...but thanks for ur patience anyway...love ya lots.......let my parents down...y cant be a good girl for a change?...it'd be better for everyone....bad ppl will have no future..i want a good future.i cant juz talk..i gotta take action.....well....guess i'll start.....better stop now....take care... left her thoughts ♥ 12:08:00 AM
♥ Monday, September 1 ♥
this poem..has no title..i have not thought of it....well..guess all my poems tell of how i feel.....To the person..who's readin it..i hope u know how much i feel......... I knew it right from the start.. From the bottom of my heart. The love i have is so true... All so true n everlastin.. With you in my life. I feel like a new person.. Who is full of compassion.. But you walked out of my life.. As quickly as you came.. I thot i could still stand strong.. But time has passed.. And proved me wrong.. i tried to think of somethin else.. But always i find... Is all about you.... You told me once.. you told me twice... to let you go... And i tried to....... But don't you know..i love u too much.. to even tink of being away from you.. i hope you know by now.. how much you really mean to me.. Please dont push me away.. This little heart.. Is here to stay.... all i can say... Please let me stay......... -cheryl- haiz...sad..feelin sad again........*sob* left her thoughts ♥ 7:07:00 PM
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Dried-out roses........
Old roses,dry and dead.... Wilted petals fall instead... He once gave me to keep.. Those days they lagged like lonely sheep... And now the sit as time as passed.. Alone,without a love to last.... With shadows of our old love cry... And wilted roses that wont die.... A phone with no one to call... i try to forget,but DON'T at all..... I once left your name to find.. I called it sweet,good and kind... But when i found it,it was gone... You took it back and then moved on... And so i sit here...cold and blue.. With nothin more for me to do... But sit..with nothin left to say.... And throw the roses all away... -cheryl- left her thoughts ♥ 6:59:00 PM
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Yet another poem I wrote..Forget..... Ink spreadin across the page we spoke... Once again of embracin each other in a moment.. of vanilla and nightfall..... The days are alike. sorrow filling our hearts. Tears from my eyes.. A cloud falling upon us.. we were learnin to love... open up,to take matters into our own hands... The hope held us tight... For 1 year,my heart soared... Its wings stretchin and spreadin.. But these moments are finished, as we opened the soor, Tangled with emotions.... We whispered.... Goodbye..... -cheryl- left her thoughts ♥ 6:53:00 PM
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Another poem I have written. Enjoy... Little girl The little gal sat alone in her room, shutting everythin that is happenin around her... Nothin matters to her anymore.... She seems so distraught...so sad In her mind,she wonders.. What is happening in her life, what is happening to her.. She used to be strong.... used to be so certain about herself.... But now,everything changed, she doesnt know anythin. She's so scared.. Scared of life.. Didn't know that 1 thing could change her... 1 person,who made her believe in love.... who made her love so much, would also make her so different... she knows, she had never been so scared in her life. Never been so afraid of LOVE..... She thought,she would never be crushed by love. The word..so simple and short.. But yet..... It hurts so much... And caused so much uncertainty.. This Little gal..is not scared of love.... -cheryl- left her thoughts ♥ 6:46:00 PM
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SadnessSadness fills my heart, to think that you're gone. I nv regret losin you. To you.we will never last. There are some reasons why... but i never expected myself to feel this way. Try again,never stop believin.. When you fall down.pick yourself up.. Don't let go of HOPE. Don't let go of LOVE... I maybe your first..but not your last... Promise me... You will not look back on the happy times we spent.. I muz admit..you brought me joy,love and happiness... Its now time...for me to say goodbye.... But remember... You'll always be in my heart..always -cheryl- left her thoughts ♥ 6:40:00 PM
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